Unexplainable

Everyone who know me knows that I am not a party girl.
I do drink, but never touch beer and never gets drunk because don't ever want to know what my drunk side would do.

So something really weird happen need to talk about it but can't really tell my friends because I seriously no idea how to say it so here I am writing this blog.

So last Friday one of my friend (lets name him A) asked me to join the group so I was like okay why not! Since I have nothing to do and it was a long weekend no plans, no shows ,no work might as well right?
So lets skip all the other part and straight to the main story!

So went  to a club with them, as everyone was dancing and drinking me being the typical no so dancy person sat there just chilling. Then a few of my friends went to go take something including A so left a few of us and  one of my friend (let give him a name ,B) came to me and he was like everyone is dancing you should to and seriously I was the odd one out. So he handed me his hand so I accepted and got up on my feet. And what I did not expected was it was not the usual dance where you have distance with each other but the dance where you did in prom where the person wrap their hand around your waist and hold you other hand a lil like waltz. I was shock because never  done this before but the other two of my friend was doing that as well so in my head was thinking what the hell I should not be that close minded is just a dance! So continue dancing but then the hand around my waist pull me closer without any more bloody space between us and B whisper into my ear 'kiss me' ... I was totally shock but came to my sense quick and said no. He is a nice person and all but Hell No! First of all don't go throwing a big "kiss me" ad expect me to do it! Secondly are you NUTS! is in public for heaven sake although people around us are doing it but NO! I do not believe in public display of affection and Yes I am old fashion.

But then B didn't give up he told me he like me bla bla bla ( actually not sure the detail of the conversation so bla bla bla to replace it) and he  never don't this to any girl and I am the first. He didn't force me and just kiss me on my cheek and continue the dance.That moment didn't look at the person anymore not sure what to do or what to say because is to sudden every thing just happen just like that!
And A and the others came back, B let go of me. Through out that whole night I was avoiding eye contact with B and I think A realize something was wrong with me and he was checking up on me a few times asking if I was okay and I said yes because not sure what to say about that and with others around don't really want to talk about it.

So then after everyone got tired we all decided to go chill at one of the friend's house. Which we arrive first so waited downstairs for the others to come. And this Super Hot (This dude can be on TV) German dude came over we don't know him but he saw us there ask us if he could join us chit chatting. We were like why sure. and then chatted for a while and friends all went to help out the other friends and this super hot German dude keep continue talking to me asking my name and asked what plans do I have later. (Without know it sort of a pickup line) Well I was always blur at this kind of stuff. So went up to my friend's place and they all started talking about that hot guy and saying he was into me and was  hitting on me. I was like WHAT?!! although I was a little like hey a super hot guy is into me that is a plus but what is wrong with tonight! B is sitting there and not even sure what happen there and one more thing just came n strike on my head.  it can only be awkward and awkward and awkward!

So ended the night, A sent me home and because he is my best friend told him everything and this is the first time I seen him so angry. Apparently he felt that because he asked me to come along and he have the responsibility to keep me safe and protect ma and he din't and he never expect B would do  such thing as he is always the gentleman and very shy guy. As I know A, he would actually confront B and not in a good way. Told A to chill because I was not mad at what B did because I too know B for a long time that is not something he would do EVER. So A agree he would not confront him and let B explain himself first.

So next day, B contacted me he was feeling so bad like he is awful kind of human being bad and apologies to me and explain he was drunk and no idea why he did that to me. Texted A about what B said and he told me he know because B told him everything and that he yell scolded  him  for what he did. And that B said he can do anything to any other girl just not me and as I am nice so he should not have done what he did. (apparently I have a good reputation of being nice among my friends which is good haha)
But B thinks I hate him and would never talk to him but I assure him that we are all good and that is just a kiss doesn't mean anything plus is on the cheek so no big deal. But still I can assure you is going to be awkward especially when we are suppose to meet again this coming friday.

Still not sure what is up with that day with me and the luck with guys. But atleast I know A always has my back and that my other guy friend which he was not in the story also was worried for me coming back that late that day and relief that I was ok...  This is one reason why I want to continue staying here instead of going back to my country, because I know good friends are really hard to get and I am glad that I have friends who really care for me without wanting anything in return,